Julie and Julia

We have all been inspired by something in our lives. People, art, music, film. However, this inspiration usually lasts for mere moments. But what happens if the inspiration has a lasting affet on our lives? Just as Julia has inspired Julie for a lifetime, their film has inspired me to start this blog. I am too drowning in a sea, and need something or someone to pull me out. I am, however, tired of waiting around for that someone, because they may never be coming around. I have been falling in this sea of sadness for years now, and it has stripped me of all inspiration and creativity. At this vital time in my young life, this is creating a problem for me.

After a situation 3 years ago that involved a man, a short story and myself, I have not been able to write anything after that day. At first, I was simply discouraged. But now, it's more then that. It's a horrible case of writer's block. And now, my writer's block has slowly turned into a totally and utter block of all creativity to my body, soul and mind. I am an actor, I was a writer, and I am learning to be an artist. This is becoming terribly diffcult in my situation. Deep inside me there is a burst of light and color and the love of art that just wants to escape into the world. I have become afarid of what people think of me, and I feel as though that's all I think about.

This blog is let my body spill out my thoughts, feelings and emotions to the world, so my brain can have some time to become inspired. This is my road to inspiration.